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My Autistic Thoughts


Meditations with Lance not Marcus Aurelius
01-26-2026 True Meditation: The Presence That Never Leaves True meditation isn't something you practice for 20 minutes and then forget. It’s a presence that stays with you at all times. Pause for a single moment. Notice this simple fact: you are here and now. Not as a name. Not as a story. Not as a memory. Not as a role you play in the world. Just as the quiet sense of being that is already present before any thought appears. You don’t have to create this. You don’t have to s
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Jan 265 min read


The real currency of life isn’t money. It’s time. Time is our most precious commodity!
01-21-2026 I did not write this but worth sharing cause it fits my fog framework narrative. The life script we never question: Study for 20 years. Work for 40 years. Be free for 5–10 years. Die. This is a script so familiar that most of us never notice it exists, a script that slips into our lives quietly, without a moment where we consciously agree to it, and yet somehow ends up shaping almost every major decision we make. At first glance, this doesn’t sound alarming. In fac
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Jan 2112 min read


Dan Koe's Questionnaire
01-21-2026 How to fix your entire life in 1 day These questions are pulled from the viral twitter post from Dan Koe. I organized all the question in sections so you can use it as a template to send to friends. I think after answering all 45 question you can get to know yourself alot deeper and grow your metacognition levels. SECTION 1 — CURRENT REALITY (WHAT IS) These questions expose the life you are already living, not the one you claim to want. What is the dull, persiste
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Jan 213 min read


Lance's definition of money
01-20-2026 Money is a personality amplifier. It doesn’t change who you are. It turns the volume up. If you’re disciplined, money gives you leverage. It lets you 10x your health because you suddenly have time, flexibility, and space to take care of yourself. If you’re a degen, it exposes that faster too. If you love doing drugs, money doesn’t fix that. It lets you do 10x more meth, coke, crack, and K. Money doesn’t create traits. It accelerates them. Money acts like time trave
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Jan 203 min read


Life is a video game and here are the rules
01-16-2026 This is a very unique idea I’ve been thinking about recently. It’s a combination of my thoughts and the patterns I’ve noticed while traveling the world and paying close attention to how people live, think, and move through the system. Most people do not realize they are inside a simulation-like video game. Not because they are unintelligent, but because the game never announces itself. There is no opening screen. No tutorial message. No pause where someone explains
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Jan 1514 min read


The Earth is a Giant Casino
01-14-2026 As I get older inside this thing we call the earth simulation, something strange has been happening to me: my connections with people have become more real, more raw, more honest than ever before. Somewhere along the way, I developed a superpower not one that gives you lasers or flight but something far rarer: the ability to make people open up. To break down their walls without force. To make strangers feel like they’ve known me for years. To understand people wit
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Jan 143 min read


Are We Slaves to the S&P 500? Everything We Do Feeds the Stock Market
01-13-2026 Someone, somewhere, is making money off nearly every micro decision we make. Every tap. Every pause. Every small choice that feels too minor to matter. It all adds up. Not in a dramatic way. Not in a way you notice. But in a way that quietly compounds. There is a strange moment when this idea settles in. Not as a shock. Not as a theory. Just a realization that refuses to leave. Almost everything we do in modern life feeds the stock market. Not because we are reckle
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Jan 132 min read


We are all force to play Fog Games
01-10-2026 We are all forced to play a version of Squid Game the moment we spawn into this simulation. Not because we sign up for it. Not because we understand it. But because money becomes required long before awareness ever does. When we are born, I do not think most parents stop and think, one day my kid is going to have to make decisions they do not want to make just to survive financially. They are thinking about love, safety, keeping the lights on, and doing the best th
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Jan 103 min read


America is not the land of the free. How is this legal?
01-08-2026 America Is Not Free the Land of the Free A simple breakdown of how money actually moves Freedom sounds simple.But when you follow the money closely, the experience feels very different. Not because of one tax.Not because of one law.But because of how many times you are charged just for existing inside the system. Below is the breakdown. Clean. Clear. No exaggeration. Where You Work Federal income tax · State income tax · Payroll tax · Social Security tax · Medicare
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Jan 83 min read


Hyper Gamble into Elite Status or Wage Cuck for Life
01-07-2026 There’s a moment when you stop pretending the system is fair. Not angrily. Not loudly. Just honestly. You look at your life, your income, your future, and you realize the path you’re on doesn’t end in freedom. It ends in maintenance. You don’t build anything. You just keep yourself from falling apart. That’s the moment the illusion breaks. In the 1960s and 70s, a mailman could work one job and buy a house. A real house. Not an investment vehicle. Not a fantasy. One
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Jan 73 min read


When Playing It Safe Is the Riskiest Bet of Them All
01-06-2026 Playing it safe used to mean something. It meant stability, predictability, a future you could roughly plan for. You followed the rules and the system met you halfway. You worked, you saved, you waited, and eventually you arrived somewhere that felt like progress. That world is gone. What replaced it still looks familiar on the surface, but the math underneath is broken. Wages crawl while costs sprint. Assets run while time leaks. The gap does not close anymore. It
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Jan 64 min read


The Prison of Financial Mediocrity
01-02-2026 Welcome to the prison of financial mediocrity. the bars are invisible but the lock is real. the traditional bargain is dead. work hard for 30 years? for what? a pension that doesn't exist? a house you can't afford? the ladder was pulled up. ai is shrinking the timeline. the anxiety is real. rational adaptation is the only survival mechanism. this is why the casinos are exploding. crypto. prediction markets. sports betting. it is not financial illiteracy. it is a de
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Jan 25 min read


Ever evolving Pokemon & journey towards my final form
01-01-2026 As my life passes me by I wanna live a thousand lives before I turn into dust. Ferrari CEO, bum under bridge, drunk artist losing mind at 3am, fighter chasing purpose, a drug addict junkie chasing god, hangover writer, monk, outlaw, prophet, player, family man, mountain hermit, city wolf, beach bum I want to experience the entire full spectrum of being a human. The beauty, ugly, homeless, filth, genius, success, failure, ups, downs, poor, rich etc. this is the true
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Jan 14 min read


Last day of 2025 & a review of the best year of my life.
12-31-2025 I’m in Mexico City right now. I honestly don’t even know how I ended up here. I just know I’m alive in the simulation and doing well. I’ve been walking through uncharted territories in the simulation, at least uncharted to me, and it keeps hitting me how much of the world I have not seen. Streets I have never walked. Cultures I never touched. Ways of life that move on completely different rhythms. Being here makes my own life feel small, like a drop of water in a v
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Dec 31, 20253 min read
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